hey, I am alive

Wow. It’s been awhile. I deserve a spanking.

Just to get it out of the way, I will say that I have changed my settings to approve all comments. I am sorry if this causes any inconvenience, but it had to be done. Shockingly I have elicited another slew of retarded comments and I am just plain sick of it. I don’t point people out just to put the spotlight on them, in fact I very rarely use names. I don’t put words down here for everyone to read and make judgments either. I put words down FOR ME, and if by chance I get a few laughs, I am happy. Unfortunately there will always be those people you cant satisfy, and choose to reflect their unhappiness by writing degrading comments (or make phone calls, but that’s a whole other story I don’t even want to delve into)

And so, I move on.

I should, for the sake of saving face, apologize for not supplying those very few of you that do loyally come here for entertainment with a post worthy of your attention. But, in my defense, the last month has been nothing short of chaotic. From delusional people, packing and moving to cleaning and psycho landlords, I have been exhausted mentally, emotionally, and physically. But all that being said, it has been worth it!

Who knew my new house was white? I sure didn’t! After the whole May long weekend of scrubbing walls, shampooing carpets, and disinfecting kitchens and baths (as well as pressure washing the outside) our new house is completely different, and completely wonderful. For those of you that have seen the before and after, you know what I am talking about…and for those who only saw the ‘finished project’ (I curse you first for not helping!) you cannot fully grasp the condition this house was in when we bought it. Thankfully, our vision became reality…despite my misgivings of course! I don’t want to say I am pessimistic (although E would!), but I definitely had my doubts!

Work has been slightly nauseating as well…. not because I don’t like it (because I LOVE IT!) but because the procedures and structures change daily and its tough sometimes to keep up. I may do something one way today, and tomorrow there will be 15 different exceptions to what I did the day before. It’s a constantly changing industry, things are always moving, so I need to slow down and go with the flow…a very difficult thing for a high strung female! Vegas is in trouble when they send me there in July!

This Saturday is my ten year high school reunion. I am getting dumb questions from grads like ‘what are you wearing?” and “are you getting your hair done?” and all I can think about is how much weight I have put on. Talk about self-absorbed! Really, I don’t look bad. I know it, people tell me all the time, but I can’t help thinking about that ONE girl who’s now a fitness model LOL. Ya, ya… get over myself 

Oh, and since I am a total drug whore, anyone have some I can take with me… you know, to share with all those nerds I hung out with?

Seriously.