Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Times of Refreshing....

I need a bit of this.

But there hasn't been time to slow down.

I'm in a dead heat so it seems.....with this thing!

All because of this shiny, bit of bling....
Yes, this is an actual photo of "The Ring."
Many of you have asked me to see it. HA!
So....request granted.....finally.

But alas I think I am winning this race so far. If I keep running....we should be good by October.
Then I might collapse.
Not before having a good, strong, cuppa tea.
Maybe in a far off place. I'll even settle for a "close by place" by that point I am sure.

Isn't her ring beautiful??

I Can't Believe It Only Tuesday

I had Max in daycare today so I had the day to myself, which I spent trying to chase down some money, going to acupuncture and wandering around. I went downtown to Pioneer Square to pick up shoes from shoe repair and ended up in Banana Republic. Last time I was there about 3 weeks ago they had some interesting dresses. I also wanted a lemon yellow cardigan. I tried on no less than 10 dresses and have to say each one fit just as horribly as the next (and the service was bad to boot). The sizing was all over the place (no wonder why they have so much stock on sale). I couldn't believe that things in a 6 would not fit, yet I was wearing a Mayle dress (my emerald green Lida) that is a 4 and I bought 14 pounds ago and it still fits perfectly.

Alas the cardigan didn't happen either - i combed the Gap but since its now on sale I had to buy it online, so in 9 days it will be mine (if I even like it- otherwise i lose 47 in shipping).

I also was at a loss for what to wear today, i pulled out the cilla top as I hadn't worn it in a while and when I put it on with shorts, it just wasn't very me, but the print in Sylvestre works. I then tried my re-edition Pitsula, and it fit but was very tight across the chest (an area where I do not think one can really become much smaller - and I do not have a large chest). If it was an 8, it would have been perfect. But alas I think my pitusla is better suited for a 4 or even 2. ....

And I am hoping for the best with my ebay auctions ending tomorrow. I have no bids on the Aurelie, I am sad. I am not going to wear it, someone should....

Ode to confusion

I have this problem.

It's called looking into things too much, questioning them, coming to conclusions, changing my conclusions, thinking the worst, thinking the best, switching my opinion, and then wallowing in a mass of confusion. Not necessarily in that order.

This is a personality flaw. I know this.

I don't think it's really a problem to fully dissect something; to look at it from every direction, trying to see another person's viewpoint in order to react appropriately to any given situation. In fact, I think this is the RIGHT way to do things to eliminate the probability of over reacting. Another one of my personality flaws.

So yeah - looks like I fit on either side of the spectrum. Middle ground is obviously not in my genetic makeup. Damn you Mom!

In some ways I am like a guy: Tell it to me straight so I understand. Beating around the bush and dropping subtle hints just don't really work. And you know why?

BECAUSE I DISSECT!

I'll take that subtle hint and come up with 9 different ways to interpret it, then sit around wallowing in confusion because I have zero idea which interpretation is the right one. Fuck, it's like I have 9 different personalities each with different viewpoints and I don't know which one is the more mature one (read: appropriate).

They say 'go with your gut'... unfortunately my gut tells me to get a cheeseburger (and an alcoholic beverage), so that theory is thrown out the window almost immediately.

I would just like to say that for the first time, writing a blog post has NOT made any sense out of anything... usually I write here to share something funny, or to vent, and I feel zillions time more clear when I do...but today, I haven't helped myself AT ALL.

Something is telling me a cheeseburger and a beer is in my near future...

Another Mayle Piece That Isnt Working: Madcap!


I know I said I wasn't going to sell anymore of my Mayle, but this is one last piece that isnt working. I wore it 1x and its a 4 in MINT condition. I love the Madcap print, BUT I prefer it in my re-edition sylvestre dress for me. its a great piece, rare, in a hard to get size 4. Retail was $450+. Please send an offer (a REASONABLE offer) if you are interested.

Thanks

Petulia Reedition


I still haven't been able to squeeze into my re-edition petulia like I would like to - its a bit small and I think would best fit a 4 and I am currently a 6. I am contemplating selling it. I need my closet to be things that are wearable all the time, not something I dream about fitting into one day. If its something you are interested in, please make me an offer, but keep in mind I wont sell it for less than what I paid for it. Its 1 of 3, INCREDIBLY rare - it like a couture piece and Jane didn't even re cut it for SE. If I don't get an offer that I like then I will keep it.

Quotes of the Day

And to conclude with a fireworks display of humor:

When a child is locked in the bathroom with water running and he says he's doing nothing but the dog is barking, call 911.

When your mother asks, "Do you want a piece of advice?" it is a mere formality. It doesn't matter if you answer yes or no. You're going to get it anyway.

Who in their infinite wisdom decreed that Little League uniforms be white? Certainly not a mother.

Youngsters of the age of two and three are endowed with extraordinary strength. They can lift a dog twice their own weight and dump him into the bathtub.

When humor goes, there goes civilization.

And my personal favorite:

When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, "I used everything you gave me".

Monday, June 29, 2009

Last One! Apple Green Top 2006


From Fall 2006 this top was super popular (the camisole version is on ebay right now I believe). Sizes 4 + 6 available and is 332

And the Hilarire


I love my Hilarie dress. Is such a great dress that mixes the chicness of YSL men's wear with Mayle's vintage feminine aesthetic. Available ina size 6 for 381-

White Pina


One we all may have... but also available at SE in white f you are interested.

Constinpole Skirt


From spring 2007 - a favorite that sold out. If it was my size it would be in my closet.
Sizes 4,6 and 8 available for 361-

Sweater dress from Fall 2006


I was just lamenting the other day how much I REGRET selling my sweater like this dress. This dress is GORGEOUS, the perfect fall dress with a chunky boot or some lola clogs. That said if any of you have the sweater let me know! We can work something out. The dress is available in a medium and a large and is 765-

Camellia Top


SE has this impossible to find Camellia top. I just parted with my black one, but you can snag this one!

Vincenzia Short 2006



This pair of shorts has been popping up all over my life recently, I wish they fit me! Size 8 306- and the domino top (impossible to get) is a size 4 for 255-
Also how FIERCE is the violet agnyess bag? I am in love.

Spring 06 Sabato Skirt!




Gorgeous green silk Sabato skirt from spring 2006 - a popular pattern, and was one of my faves until it no longer fit post baby. Available in sizes 6 and 8 for 345-

Tomaso Skirt


Spring 2005's Tomaso skirt- the perfect skirt for anytime of year in bloth the classic Tobacco (2,4,6 available) and in black in a size 10. 305- paired with the very hard to get knit tube top from teh same season (one size)

Holiday 2004


This dress was from holiday 2004, a classic shirt dress similar to the Josephine but with a twist. Gorgeous lurex sparkle.

Raya Cami





SE also has this gem from spring 2008 left over in both the sky blue and the white.
Paired here with the original mayle leather leopard skirt (a combo i never would have imagined).
The sky is available in 2,4,6 and the white is available in size 8 for $285. I am also loving the billy douce travel bag!!!!

Lola Dress



This is one of my favorite pieces from Mayle. Jane had the fabric made especially. Its my ultimate party dress. It sold out fairly quickly too for holiday 2005. SE has one left in a size 2 for 716-

Updates From SE

I hard from Victoire this morning - for those of you who were interested in their back stock (sizing/prices). They also sent over a few other photos of some styles that are available - so I will post them with available sizes and pricing.

To make things easy for you, I have just gone back and re-edited my original post on each item.

Quote of the Day

What's with you men? Would hair stop growing on your chest if you asked directions somewhere?

Sunday, June 28, 2009

YSL Silver Muse


Sorta in love with this YSL Muse Two bag. If only I had a job!

The End of The Weekend

Sunday afternoon. This weekend has flown by. On Saturday Jon took Max out for a bit to get Nolan a birthday present, so that I could have some time to myself. Around 4PM we wandered over to Fleur's + JD's for a BBQ, which was so much fun, Kelly came with Bryce, Kathryn came with Tilly and it was fun chatting to Fleur's friend Anna from New Zealand.

Today we woke up early and went over to see Kate + Adam + Nolan's new house in South East and to help ring in Nolan's 3rd birthday. Its now 4:30, I am finishing some research and Jon is with Max at the playground. Its nice to have some quiet.

Setting Things Straight: WCPT is NOT a Vanity Publisher!

Once upon a time, Whiskey Creek Press USED TO charge authors who wanted to exercise their option to put their books in PRINT ( NOT to PUBLISH their books.) It was NEVER a requirement for publishing in e-format.

That "option" was dropped as of January, 2008. That's a year and a half ago, folks. Their contract now states that if the ebook sells a certain specified minimum number AND if the book is a minimum number of words (aka: short stories will not go to print due to size vs costs, only novellas and novels), then the book goes to print AT NO CHARGE TO THE AUTHOR.

So please do not think of WCP/T as being a vanity press. Not anymore. Not in a LONG time. That argument is long dead and gone.

Thank you.

Quote of the Day

There's nothing sadder in this world than to awake Christmas morning and not be a child.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Last Piece


I forget the name of this top - but its a staple, not one that I personally own as I don't really do tops as much as dresses. But, its cute and with little Mayle out there its one that you will wear for years.

SOLD

Classic Eyelet Mayle Dress


As you all know I am a FREAK for lace Mayle pieces. Jane selected (or created) some of the best laces I have ever owned/admired from eyelets to zebra stripped to cabbage rose all in a multitude of colors. I have this amazing eyelet lace dress in black from Fall 2006. I have the 6, its pretty true to size, its a great piece (100% silk) to wear anytime. SE has the aubergine color which I think brings out the actual texture and excitement of the fabric.

Romina purple Eyelet dress (have one size 2 and one size 4 ): now $624

Lumi Tank- Pinstripe


Classic Mayle layering piece. The Lumi Tank from Spring 2008 in the black and white pinstripe.

Lumi tank (have an 6 and an 8) now 239.-

White Party Chic


I own this dress in black. Its a cocktail party staple in my closet. Great hidden pockets, gorgeous lace crisscross in the back and lace insets in the front. If you can pull off white (I cant as I am too pale) you should snag this!

Rita dress in cream, ( one size 8 ) now 439.-

Skirt + Top = 2 Seasons of Nirvana


I own this top in aubergine and this skirt. The skirt is from spring 06 and the top is from fall 06. The skirt is pretty generous. I have it in a 2 and the top in a 4. Both amazing pieces that are timeless that you would wear forever. I have never thought about pairing them together! I am totally going to try this look myself!

Silvina camisole in Muscato ( have each one 4,6,8) : now 332-

Skirt- SOLD

Fall 2006 Gorgeous Boat Print - Rio Plata


Another one of my closet staples. Original Rio Plata print dress. Every time I wear this dress someone stops me on the street both when I lived in NYC and now in PDX. Great in summer with flats or in winter with tights and heels paired with a great cardi. Sold out in Fall 2006 - I have a 2 and its again pretty true to size if not a touch big. I bought it 6 months pregnant and was able to wear it then and now.


Acid Green Asia


We all probably have this dress. I have it n black (used to own the purple but post baby....) I love this and have already called a dibs on my size if its left. great alone or under something.

Size 2 available 244 CFH

Blue Dress Spring 2006


A personal favorite from SPRING 2006. I have this in blue and the even harder to get emerald green. Chic dress! I own a 4 (and it still fits!) there is a great hidden front pocket. You never see this dress on ebay, and its one that I would never part with as its TIMELESS!!! Snag it!

More Mayle Backstock At SE

I Just got an email from Victoire - they have some other Mayle pieces in back stock - I am unsure of sizes and prices (will share when I hear back) but these are some pieces that I PERSONALLY own and love (and a few hard to get ones as well!). Photos to follow.

LYELL

oh and if anyone is going by Lyell this weekend let me know, I am looking for that teardrop lace top in an 8 and the dress in an 8 or 10!

Friday

With Max feeling 100% better on Friday, we went to our playgroup (where I was volunteering) and then hit whole foods for lunch, max took a nap and I got some much needed down time. Jon got home around 3 and I left to meet my friend Kelly for happy hour at Teardrop at 4:30. I got there a few minutes early to snag an outside table and read the new US Weekly. All in all it was the prefect end to the week.

Today I am going to do some research while Jon takes Max out and then we will hit Fleur and JD's BBQ in the late afternoon. I am definitely looking forward to this weekend downtime!

Quote of the Day

The only reason I would take up jogging is so that I could hear heavy breathing again.

Friday, June 26, 2009

Michael Jackson - A tribute




CNN June 26, 2009 - He was lauded and ridiculed. He broke down barriers and built them around himself. He soared to heights unimaginable with his music, and he made the ignominious front page of gutter tabloids worldwide.

For Michael Jackson, the spotlight was always present, and the rest of the world followed.

With "Billie Jean" and "Beat It" -- the latter with Eddie Van Halen's scorching guitar solo -- he was almost single-handedly responsible for getting videos by African-American artists on MTV and helped revitalize the moribund Top 40 format in the early 1980s.

"Michael Jackson made culture accept a person of color way before Tiger Woods, way before Oprah Winfrey, way before Barack Obama," said the Rev. Al Sharpton, a friend. "Michael did with music what they later did in sports, and in politics and in television. No controversy will erase the historic impact."

"Thriller," a 14-minute video extravaganza directed by John Landis, paved the way for the elaborate music videos to follow -- including Jackson's "Scream," recorded with sister Janet in 1995, which cost a reported $7 million and may be the most expensive video ever.

His incredible dance talent, a modern twist on the Motown moves he witnessed as a child, led to a heightened focus on choreography in pop music videos and stage shows.

His 1982 album "Thriller" smashed records. It was No. 1 for 37 weeks and, at its peak, sold a million copies a week. To date, it has sold nearly 50 million copies worldwide. The achievement set a high bar for Jackson; when his 1995 greatest-hits CD, "HIStory," sold 7 million copies, it was considered a relative failure.

Jackson was also a fashion icon, his heavily zippered leather jackets a de rigueur 1980s fashion accessory, his single, spangled glove beyond compare.

On the down side, Jackson also led in making pop stars the subject of the paparazzi and tabloids in a way, perhaps, equaled only by such icons as Frank Sinatra, Elvis Presley and the pre-"Sgt. Pepper" Beatles. Rumors abounded, from his pets to his sleeping habits to his cosmetic surgery, all fodder for the press. After stories arose of possible child molestation, he never got back in the media's good graces; he was treated as a traveling circus.

From the time he was a child, it was obvious Michael Jackson was something special. In 1966, when he was 8, he joined his brothers in the band his father put together and started singing lead with brother Jermaine.

Though Motown Records was the top label of the 1960s, inventing what it called "the Sound of Young America," by 1969 -- when Jackson and his brothers in the Jackson 5 first hit the charts -- the label was finding itself out of step with the psychedelic and hard-soul sounds of the times.
Enter the quintet from Gary, Indiana.

Motown signed the group in 1968 and poured its all into the Jackson 5's first single, "I Want You Back" -- the writing and production team were credited as "The Corporation" -- and Jackson's imploring, dramatic vocal rocked America. The song hit No. 1 in January 1970, and was followed by three more No. 1s in quick succession.

Thanks to their squeaky-clean image, the Jackson 5 became teen idols, unusual for a group of African-American youngsters. Michael Jackson's face appeared on the covers of teen magazines; the band even became the subject of an animated Saturday-morning TV show, another first for an African-American group.

But it was in the 1980s, when Jackson became a worldwide phenomenon, that his impact really began to be felt.

He was much imitated, from his hair to his clothes to his dance moves. The music was superbly crafted pop, produced by Quincy Jones and often written by Jackson himself. Even rock critics approved; the album "Thriller" earned an A from the picky Robert Christgau, among others.
There came a moment, around that time, when pop music went into a Jackson era. "Thriller" had nine songs; seven of them became singles. Jackson teamed with Lionel Richie to write the fundraising song "We Are the World"; it was his presence, as much as that of Richie, Bruce Springsteen and Stevie Wonder, that propelled the song to No. 1.

Jackson reteamed with his brothers for an album, "Destiny," and accompanying tour. It was the hottest tour of the year, despite complaints about sales practices. (Partly because of the controversy, Jackson announced publicly he was donating all his money from the tour to charity.)

He was a role model. At the peak of his fame, there were reports of a humbly dressed Jackson ringing doorbells as part of his Jehovah's Witness faith.

Though Jackson's image eventually became sullied by the molestation allegations and stories of eccentricity, there was never any doubt about his entertainment legacy. "Thriller" and "Bad" are still among the top sellers of all time. His fluid dance moves and stage presence set standards that rising stars -- often compared to Jackson -- struggle to equal.

"Of all the thousands of entertainers I have worked with, Michael was the most outstanding. Many have tried and will try to copy him, but his talent will never be matched. He was truly one-of-a-kind," said Dick Clark, who would know.

And then there's the music, from the early, explosive joy of the Jackson 5 hits to the elegant ballads, down-and-dirty grooves and ecstatic dance hits of his solo years. "The Love You Save," "Billie Jean," "Beat It," "Bad" -- they are pop music boiled down to its best essence, with a good beat, an engrossing melody and even, sometimes, a message of love and fellowship.

It's enough to take a listener to the moon.
RIP Michael Jackson

Quote of the Day

Thanksgiving dinners take eighteen hours to prepare. They are consumed in twelve minutes. Half-times take twelve minutes. This is not coincidence.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Barcelona Back From The Cleaners






The thing I LOVE about the dry cleaners in PDX is that they are ALL ORGANIC. The prices are a bit less than in NYC (about $9-12 to clean a dress) but I know that nothing harmful s going to destroy my clothes and even things that had weird stains (like my elvira dress) came out looking brand new.

I got my Barcelona back, it looked a tiny bit better, but the terrible lines are still there (and I noticed them in other places as well). This really makes me sad as it's the second dress from the pop up shop that I purchased that is flawed and there is nothing I can do about it at this point. Though Christina did give me a WHOPPING $30 credit when she eventually got back to me about the Micheala. I took some photos (not very good) but let me know what you think.

RIP Michael Jackson


Do You Have Any Idea Where You Are Headed To After Death?



Do you have any idea where you are headed to after death? Do you have an assurance of where you are going to after you die? Please explain your answer.

Tags: God, Jesus Christ, Holy Spirit, Death, Life After Death, Destination After Death, Assurance, Belief, Vision, Peace of Mind, World, Heaven

Posted by: Mel Avila Alarilla
Philippines
Viewpoint/Opinion

Continued Annoyance

And now I cant even fucking rant on my own blog because I just got an email from someone who thought that the entire last post was about them (and it wasn't). I am beyond frustrated and annoyed. Seriously!

Is Mercury In Retrograde????

I seriously cant take it anymore. For the 2nd time in 24 hours I have gotten yet ANOTHER email from someone who bought Mayle from me and its "not working for them." Seriously. This time I at least sold it on Ebay and I was specific about not taking returns. There is nothing that infuriates me more than someone who writes me and says "The dress is beautiful but its too big for me, will you consider a return?" As if I am Meitier or Barneys.

FIRST of all I sold the dress at a LOSS. I didn't want it, wasn't going to wear it and just wanted to get it out of my closet after several months of not wearing it.

Secondly, why on earth wouldn't this person take it to a TAILOR? If you like something, alter it. How many things have I had to alter? Everything mayle that I love and wear has been altered to some extent - from tracking down the afrikana fabric and having the tight sleeves opened on my pelle to having my Zeta top taken in 5 inches on each side. OR why would this person NOT put it BACK on ebay?

The person who bought the birds of paradise loves their pieces, left positive feedback. Now I am just waiting for the person who bought my reiko to email me and say they don't love how it fits and they want a refund too.

I think that the thing that irks me the most is that the reason that I sold these pieces was for money- whether it was to buy a new mayle piece I would wear more, or to pay a doctor bill, many times I have sold my things at a loss, not making money here off my wardrobe. Since I am not working its just become more and more frustrating. I think if i was working full time or if Jon was some wealthy investment banker who gave me a sick allowance I wouldn't really care, I probably wouldn't even be selling any of my Mayle stuff.

Its just annoying that people assume you will just pay them back for something they have decided "simply just doesn't work for them."

I am over it. Not selling anymore of my Mayle - whats on ebay is what I am prepared to part with and that is it. I am beginning to feel like Mercury is in retrograde with my finances.

Thursday

With another night of bad rest (Max would not go to bed until MIDNIGHT) followed by my precious one throwing up this morning all over me, our bed and new down comforter. Its now 12:30 and I am several loads of laundry in, Max has been bathed and I am trying to find a place where I can wash our queen sized comforter. The doctor still doesn't know whats wrong with Max (who seemed a touch better post projectile) and I am still in my puke covered leggings and tank top.

Max has demanded a Backyardigans marathon but I am hoping that I can quickly shower and run him to whole foods so that I can get a salad (and he wants another bagel).

I am plum exhausted, its been nearly a week straight with Max (he was in daycare last Thursday) I need a facial, a pedicure, my eyebrows waxed, to go to Trader Joe's, pick up the shoes from being repaired, pick up my alterations, in addition to finish reading my book club book which I totally cannot get into and my volunteer duties. I feel wrecked. I would love an afternoon to myself to do some of these things (in addition to others)....but i just don't see it coming at least this week.

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I now have a direct link to my podcasts located on my website. Right now you'll find "5 Minutes with Mooney" where you can hear about some of my books.

New! The Blog Talk Radio interview regarding Authors After Dark Paranormal Weekend with Stella Price and Diana Castilleja (and a little toward the end, me!)

Check it out and learn more about this book signing event coming up Oct. 23-25 in Suffern, NY!

Happy Day!

Louisiana State University WINS the "College World Series" in Omaha~!!!Oh yeah it is one HAPPY DAY in the Red Stick today!

We just love our College Sports teams down here in Baton Rouge......

I have lived other States where Football teams are HUGE (Nebraska, Iowa, Missouri) but this town is THE absolute BEST for supporting their LSU sports players.

Hopefully this victory party will carry into the Football season and LSU will WIN BIG this Fall......we love LSU football.
Ummm did I mention that Miss Priss and Joshua are getting married on THE BIGGEST LSU Football "game day" of this season. October 10th.LSU playing Florida here at HOME.....yikes!

I've already had to set one of my family members straight on their attitude about this. They can get to the game still in plenty of time after the wedding.
We can't run our entire lives around LSU Football now can we? HA!!!

fuck it all to hell...

...man am I disorganized lately! I have completely disregarded the feelings of my readers by not watching the Bachelorette and posting my thoughts about the show!!!

Goddess, you must all be so disappointed!

That said, I went OUT OF MY WAY for you guys to read Chris Harrison's blog to catch up in order to save YOU time. I am so sweet. Seriously, what would some of you do without me?

First I would like to report that WES is a douche bag. And I am actually leaning towards network plant because no sexy, talented guy would actually act like that unless they were being paid a shit load of cash. OK, so I admitted he was sexy and talented, but that's pretty much where the compliments end. He is another one of those 'fits in a box' stereotype guys who just make me cringe in embarrassment for them.

Anyways...He's a douche. If any one person that I know buys his CD, you are a douche bag too.

And that about wraps it up. Yeah, my Bachelorette blogging doesn't seem to light a fire under my ass this morning. How weird.

In other news though, locked my damn fucking keys in my car Monday. Took me 4 days to calm down about it enough to even mention it. For half an hour I had 57 people (total exaggeration, I know) pulling at the trim on the door, shoving a coat hanger between the window, the usual 'lets try and do this without paying someone' tricks. I even had some nice lady whom I didn't even know call BCAA for me. And you want to know how we got back into my car???? (disclaimer: this makes me sooooo mad).

SOMEONE ELSE'S FUCKING KEY.

Shoulda tried that first huh.

I couldn't believe it. Apparently, you can open my Kia with any car key as long as you only stick it in halfway.

Hey, I've heard that before.

Yup, mind is in the gutter.

Quote of the Day

People shop for a bathing suit with more care than they do a husband or wife. The rules are the same. Look for something you'll feel comfortable wearing. Allow for room to grow.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

An Aha Moment

With a sickly Max tossing and turning in my bed (he sweat through out two t-shirts in 3 hours), I had very little sleep. I was partially still upset about the whole foods incident and also very worried about Max and his high fever.

We got up today at around 9, I had Jessica babysit him so that I could go to acupuncture and run a few errands (like buy infant Motrin, try to pick up some dry cleaning that sort of thing) while feeling run down, a bit sad and depressed myself. I still feel like everyone is looking at me like "your that mom that was in whole foods."

I actually got to acupuncture on time and talked to my doctor about my stress. This time beyond the multitude of needles I got in my face for my sinuses I got TWO in my chest for stress. It was beyond painful when they went in, but after awhile the pain went away, I felt more relaxed and I almost fell asleep. I think my doctor forgot that I was in there because she didn't come back until 11:15 to take the needles out and I think we started at 10:40.

I then went to try to pick up some gladiator sandals and an old pair of prada sandals that I dropped off two months ago - but OF COURSE the credit/debit machine wasn't working and I had only $7 on me so now I have to go back (again) and the place isn't easy to access, as the shoe repair shop is downstairs in a building by Nordstrom and there is no elevator. I will now have to wait until Friday or next week to pick them up.

Then I got home, had an email about the Aurelie that I sold that doesn't fit the person who bought it (its a 2). So I have listed it on ebay and here on the blog, so if you want it let me know. I am also selling the incredibly rare sea foam green Mikinto top (and have just sent it out to be cleaned) so let me know if your interested, I get it back Monday morning, so it could go out to you Monday afternoon and be fresh and clean on your body for Weds - otherwise I will have to beg my very loving and patient husband to let me use his ebay account.....

That said Max is feeling a bit better, he asked for hard boiled eggs, string cheese and milk and all he wants to do today is watch TV which compared to yesterday is a dream.

Mikinto



I have decided that I am never wearing the Minkinto top from summer 2004. If you are interested please let me know its a size 8 and is in EXCELLENT condition. I am also selling my Aurelie top from fall which has been worn 1x. Its not my style, and its a size 2. Please keep in mind that the Aurelie was $525 and the Minkino is very rare, I will not be entertaining low offers.

Thanks!

Psst! Wanna Sneak Peek?


Okey-doke. I've added an excerpt link to all my books listed on my Coming Soon page on my website, for those of you who want a Sneak Peek. :D

Enjoy!

Quote of the Day (a Twofer!)

Never have more children than you have car windows.

Never lend your car to anyone to whom you have given birth.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Big Sigh

Well as you can see from my last post... things haven't been easy breezy lately. I find it funny now to hear people say "wow, how does he do it", or "I can't imagine going through what she is going through", because really... YOU JUST DO IT. Nothing is ever simple.

No rhyme or reason. No 'plan of attack' or regulated way to handle these things. You just get up in the morning like everyone else, put your pants on one leg at a time, and face your day because there really isn't anything else you CAN do.

I will admit though, I am emotionally exhausted. Actually, physically too...but that's just from the lack of sleep. Emotionally speaking though, I don't have much left in me. For someone as emotionally fast forward as I am, the last 6 months have taken quite a toll and the thought of a complete meltdown (ALONE!) was becoming more and more plausible.

You know the kind. Just a few moments alone, tears, the works... letting it all out until you can't cry anymore. Then getting up, washing your face, and heading off to do the dishes...

Cause well, they need to be done.

I haven't had that yet. Maybe it's coming, maybe it isn't. I guess I wont know until (or if) it DOES.

But today... it isn't coming today. And I doubt it's coming tomorrow.

Because today is a good day. And tomorrow will be too. Because things are looking up. Call it self-reflection, or maturity (who am I kidding lol), or even just a strong will to say FUCK it all, but I get up every morning like everyone else and put my pants on one leg at a time... um, ok, my skirt on both legs at a time... and I eat and breath, and walk and talk...

And you get the fucking idea lol.

Self-pity is probably the most unattractive trait any one person can have, and I will NOT fall into the pit (as easy as it is sometimes) because I truly have nothing to pity myself over anyways. Sure, life hasn't been a lemon cloud cake lately, but c'mon... life isn't always a lemon cloud cake for ANYONE... why am I so damn special?

Well, shit...I'm special, and not the yellow bus special, but my metaphors aren't really coming together for me today...so shut the fuck up.

and would someone please bring me my sexy pants already... GEESH. It's causing some serious angst.

Happy Tuesday.
SIGH.

Dressed Down In Whole Foods

So after taking Max to playgroup (and this day started off ok, we left the house, he suggested going to cafe umbria to get mommy coffee) went to clubhouse, playd with our new friend Kathryn and her daughetr Tilly, Fleur and Nathan and some new faces. At about 11:45 Max started to get really whiney and I said lets go to whole foods to get some lunch. Immeadiately he demanded that I carry him (he weighs 35 pounds) and we were 5 blocks from home. because we had gone such a short distance I left the stroller at home, so max could get some exercise.

So I carried Max and he was crying and when we got to the block of our apartment, I told him that he had to walk, he started throwing a tantrum, but against my better judgement I took him to Whole Foods anyway. Once inside he threw himself on the ground screaming and crying and suddenly a woman came up to me and launched into a tirade telling me that I am a terrible mother, mentally ill and abusive, and she was calling the police. Needless to say I told her to mind her own business and not tell me how to raise my child or discipline them, but as she just kept yelling at me (with her own 8 year old child in tow in front of 20 people who stopped to watch) it started making me feel bad, and ugly and sad and miserable and really very alone.

I was so embarrassed by being dressed down that I left whole foods out their side entrance, in tears with max now in further tears from this woman yelling at me and walked into our building in the side entrance. I have finally calmed down but I feel horrible.

Maybe I am a bad mother. Abusive. Maybe the woman should have called the police who knows. All I know is I am exhausted and depressed. Of course in the end Max was tired, he grabbed his binky and crawled into bed and is napping.

Castle’s Keep is Now Available at Fictionwise at 15% Off!


Just wanted to let everyone know...

Castle’s Keep
A sensuous fantasy romance story
by Linda Mooney
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Blurb:
He was a man angry at an accident which left him forever incapacitated. She was a woman disfigured and empty. Add one immense painting imbued with a magical ability, and the resulting enchantment changed more than just their lives.

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Quote of the Day

Never go to your high school reunion pregnant or they will think that is all you have done since you graduated.

Long Day, Longer Night

I am 24 hours into my nearly 72 hours alone with Max. Jon is away at a work off-site and its just been the rambunctious rascal and I for the past 26 hours. I didn't sleep well last night, Max going to bed at 9:45 mixed with a late night law & order (a man murdering his family) did not bode well. Also leaving the window in the bedroom open was not the brightest idea.

Its 9 AM. I am exhausted (Max awoke at the crack of dawn). We have playgroup at 10:30-11:30 then lunch then I have acupuncture and have to look at apartments so I get a break for 3 hours courtesy of my babysitter).

Long day ahead.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Bummed About My Barcelona

Last Saturday I was wearing my Almalfi Barcelona when I looked down at my lap (I was sitting in the car) and saw all these strange lines in the fabric, almost like tiny runs. I thought, maybe these come from sitting down, but then when I got home I inspected the dress and they were everywhere! Now, I don't want to sound gross, but I haven't cleaned the dress yet, as I have only worn it 4 times since March and its totally not dirty - BUT when I took it to the organic cleaner today he told me that he thinks that the fabric is flawed. I don't understand how this could happen. I have the same exact fabric on ANOTHER dress (my Frederica Amalfi). I am hoping that this $395 dress isn't ruined.

Letting Go

So I let go of the Sakura at SE. I was not 100% sold on the pattern for me. It may be something I regret down the line but for now it makes the most sense. With limited funds, everything I buy takes away from helping to buy an apartment and if its something I want I have to be in love. Maybe if it was the butterfly print....though i would prefer the original.

Its Monday and its going to be a long week with Jon gone til Weds night on an off-site. Luckily Max slept late today (almost til 9!) which means he wont nap, and will hopefully go to bed early so I can continue to do my "free work" for PFW and the museum.

I would love a job that pays me money right now. To have freedom, flexibility, a reason to spring out of bed every day and get dressed in something I love. Money to buy the Rachel Comey dress without a second thought, money to save for the future.

Only time will tell what happens next.

Happy 8th months Hairlista!


Hairlista Inc. is officially 8 months old today. We have over 8,400 members and growing rapidly everyday. We appreciate all who have joined, those who are extremely active, all the Featured Hairlista's (Big Up) and those who continue to invite their friends and family!

Quote of the Day

My theory on housework is, if the item doesn't multiply, smell, catch fire, or block the refrigerator door, let it be. No one else cares. Why should you?

Sunday, June 21, 2009

COC pt2. EXTENDED/Cowash Challenge Starts Today


Summer is here and so is a NEW Challenge. Be sure to check out the Co-wash Challenge in the Groups section.

This challenge will take place from June 21st 2009 to Sept. 21st 2009 (just before fall). See you there!

Oh - The Castor Oil Challenge Part 2 will be EXTENDED to August 22nd 2009! Which gives us more time for more growth :)

Random Rant

I never talk about celebrities on this blog unless they are wearing Mayle (or to poke fun at Gwyneth's GOOP emails) but i just read an article about Madonna finally adopting that little girl from Malawi and it just broke my heart and enraged me at the same time.

For months I have been reading articles about how much Madonna loves this little girl, how she was desperate to adopt her - doing anything she could to "save" her. Went to court, spent millions. Then I read today that Madonna sent a nanny, a nurse and an assistant to pick her up while she waited for the new addition in London in her palatial townhouse.

You would think that she would go to Malawi herself to be reunited with this child, a child that is essentially being ripped from the only place she has ever known by strangers to go on an airplane (totally scary for a small child) and be taken to a place where no one looks like her, talks like her or understands her. You would think that her new MOTHER would be there to greet her, tell her about the wild journey that she is about to embark on and make her feel safe and loved.

I think its noble of Madonna to adopt this little girl, give her a new life, a chance that so many other kids would not receive, but at the same time its almost like she is treating her like a new handbag. Sending an assistant off to the shops to pick up something and deliver it to her.

Infuriating. I know the kid will have a great life - but I cannot wait to read Mercy + David's tell -all book when they are older.

Spring 06- If You See This Dress


I used to own this dress (and the one with the 3/4 sleeves). From the Spring 2006 season. I rarely wore either so I recycled them for NEW Mayle pieces. I actually bought the spaghetti strap one in a 4 but needed a 6 so the fit was always off for me (its cut small). I recently saw this dress pop up on ebay in a 2 and it reminded me of how much I want it in my life again. If you ever see it in black or green in a 6 (same with the 3/4 sleeve version) buy it for me and will pay you immediately!

That said if any of you area 2, you should snag this, its an amazing piece!!!